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I sometimes wonder what my life would be like in the future . what will I look like , what will I be doing , who will I be , will I even be alive . I think the problem is im scared of the future , I don’t know why but I am . I just know one thing I want to be successful , and I say that because growing up I seen how my family , my mom , how they struggled to stay alive and survive .  I don’t want me or my own family to have to go through the same thing . I want my kids to grow up not having to want for anything . Although I didn’t get everything i want but I got most of it .

                                                                                                                                                 I didn’t and I still don’t blame my mom for me not having what I want , because she did the best she can . My mom raised ten kids by herself so I understood how hard it was for her . I think the hardest part of it all was watching her cry , when I saw tears fall , I couldn’t help but to join like Maya Angelou say “Life for me hasn’t been crystal clear.” When I get older and I’ve know I succeded ; and somebody ask me do I like the life I live , I can smile and say yes because I went from negative to positive . I’m glad im on the path im on now ; because it’s leading me to more things , more positive things. I sometime wonder where will I be if continued down that negative road , how far would I’ve gotten in life , but you know what they say if you want to be somebody if you want to go somewhere you better wake up and pay attention .

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Posted April 12, 2011 by ikemajohnson in Uncategorized

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